How's Boston
捂脸跑走。我不承认这东西和我有任何关系
cp真的很萌，everything i never told you 里面的jack和nath。暗恋多年＋伪青梅竹马。
有大概一吨的语法错误。一吨的用词不当。i dont care（。
“how’s Boston?” Jack asks, tries to light his cigarette.
“Hot.” Nath answers, a mutter. “But it will cool down in fall.” He looks at Nath, his eyes and the scar on the bridge of his nose. He’d never forget this scar, as it reminds him his sister and,he looks into Jack’s eyes, and that day when he punched into Jack’s face, how he didn’t fight back, but just stand there, stared at him silently and sadly.
They have been neighbors, well, since the day Nath has a memory. but they never actually have a conversation. Not like the “I suppose this is your envelope.””Yes it is.” or some shouting-fighting mixed stuff. A real conversation, talked about what is going on or people in school or sports. They are about same age, they are in the same high school: different courses, obviously, but same class.
How can he be so blind? Even Hannah realized that before him. And then he thought, no, no one can blame me. How should I know? I never talk with him,nor look at him before.
And now they’re lying beside each other.
The conversation between them, a long, real conversation, was about Lydia, apparently. What else can they say? A month ago Nath ignored Jack, as usual, as he did before, he did this for decade. Three weeks earlier Nath had thought that Jack is one who should be responsible for his sister’s death. He is the one who murder her or, he’s a jerk who break her and she finally decide end up as suicide.
Police told them that Lydia is commit suicide. Nath do not believe a word. He know his sister, he know her—even she is nearly broken as the time he left home, he knew her. He thought. He know her. She won’t, she just won’t kill herself in that way. He was so angry that time that he believed Jack— the only boy who hang out with her, must has something do with her death.
But he will never know. Even Jack doesn’t know. No one will know but Lydia.
Jack was in the lake, naked in the water when Nath arrived. Nath, in his nice suit, sitting on the dock, silence and somehow awkward around them that no one want to break this kind of balance . For more than ten years this is the first time they spend time alone.